Thursday, February 18, 2010

I Get Frustrated Sometimes

Last night Jacob was really fussy. Sometimes I wish I could just get up and leave because I'm so tired of not being able to do whatever I want. On the other side I'm trying so hard to stop these bad thoughts and feelings, but I can't help it. I just wonder, are they wrong? Am I a horrible mom to Jacob for thinking like that? I just cross my fingers and hope it's not true. I love Jacob and I would be there for him whenever he needs me.

1 comment:

  1. I bet if you ask other mothers, they will tell you they also get really frustrated and want to leave. I think that is totally normal-you are tired, frustrated because you can't figure out what he wants, and you haven't had time for yourself in a while. The important part is how you deal with these feelings. Are you doing anything to help you deal with stress? I hope writing this blog helps. Exercise helps too.

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